But since I'm new here I better write about something that might get you interested....
I am only sixteen, and many of you, I know, will brush me off as knowing nothing about anything, which in a lot of cases will be true, but you can always take a bit of an intrest in other people's rose tinted views on things.
I'm about five feet and a few inches tall, and 'more cuddly' than any of my friends, yet I haven't crossed the line where I feel desperate to do something about it. I'm not anything like I look in my profile picture, I have half a shaven head and short darker hair. [I changed from blonde dreadlocks to this new punkier look in the past few days, all while my husband's been at Leeds Fest ...yes I am worried about his reaction].

It's the final main day of Leeds Fest today and I've been missing my man more than I think I ever have, I want him back. I am trully in love with him, we have rough patches definatly, where I do everything wrong, and I shout and try to argue....while he does 'nothing wrong', doesn't shout back, and just makes me feel even worse. But I love and am in love with him , but there isn't a face that shows me being in love.

So today has been a day of fantasising about my man coming home to just me, and we have a lovely time kissing and cuddling and climbing into bed, watching films, eating, having sex and getting fat together. Also I've tidied my shit tip of a room and fed my brother some crap, as I was supposedly looking after him.

A couple of weeks ago I spent the best thirty five quid I have ever spent, and I spent it on a SuicideGirls account and a SG dvd. I'm hooked. And I've fallen in love with Blythe Suicide, she's beautiful and amazing and I spent my whole afternoon reading all her blogs. And now I feel slightly saddened that I have no more to read. ....that's my orgasm face.

On Tueeesday I'm ordering my 20eye (knee high) Dr Martins!! The best boots in theee world!! Meow...I am SO excited!! .

I've banged on for too long now. I will love and leave you.
And wait for my husband.
Thank you for reading, I love you if you made it this far.
And I promise to start adding pictures.

SarahJaySuicide.